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The website began in 2020 shortly before my birthday. I used it then as basically just a secret poetry diary, sharing the pieces i wrote while staying up all night and sometimes, two nights in a row.

I started it knowing nothing about coding; being very bored in 2020, there was not much else to do than play animal crossing, apply for jobs, and start to watch my then-relationship unfurl due to his extreme trauma and my extreme-er(?) dissociation. So learning HTML and building this site from scratch was a welcome intellectual-artistic challenge. None of the links have viruses, which is probably what someone with viruses would say, but I promise there aren't any. Some of the links are tricks and lies though. }:) The ones on this page are pretty straightforward, I promise :3.

Since 2020, I have added various other sections and may add more! Recently I finally added actual media to my music page.

I added a custom URL, and i've tried my hardest to make the site weirder and more confusing to navigate. It is really best seen in a macbook air browser, but still somewhat visible in other hardware.

I don't go back and re-edit the writings, but i have taken a few down. I might make a page with the ones that were removed, but it will be hidden.

The
reflection pool gif is patched but it's not fixed. I want to make it play as a full size background but the gif is too big?. Its meant to be used for at home EMDR since most of the ones ive seen are NOT aesthetically pleasant. :( Check with your doctor and all that. I love putting my brain through experiments.

The library page is steadily increasing, and there are a lot more PDFS on my hard drive I want to liberate to the masses. Hopefully someday it will be like a reblog list of everything I get from Anna's Archive.

Pleaseee message me <- there or on my profile or at sor3n333 @ gmail. com if you ever read one of the books! Or if you want to chat about stuff. I love that kind of thing. Call me beep me.

My law page used to be a craft page, but I did too much legal work and not enough crafts. Maybe I will start uploading my paintings/other visual art, but I don't know how to format that kind of a project. I want it to feel like you're walking through a gallery and as you may notice I just have a template page I use for everything, so it's a bit daunting to try and figure out a digital museum.

My next project other than visual media might be adding a meditation section. I meditate a lot. I was a meditation teacher for a while before I became a lawyer. I will need to learn Media Players! That sounds easier than a museum.