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does this work for you? does this make you feel good?
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have you found anything else that does? tell me about it.
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that's interesting, why do you think it drew you in? you felt accepted almost immediately then? that must have been nice.
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you think it wasn't actually real?
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oh, you think it wasn't real love. you know it was real--but are you sure? i don't know what's real unless it's looking at me like that.
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my realness has nothing to do with yours. you're seeing what you want to either way.
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you really think so? i don't think that's the whole truth. no one sees what the other wants them to. you're just seeing what you want to see of what I want to show you, which is quite different in my mind. not that it's a bad thing as long as we're having fun.
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you really think so? all through this you still think you're seeing all of me?
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now you're backing up. just get through it , please.